RYLAND, kandice

[KANDICE RYLAND]

kandice"kandy"ryland.
what's up, winterthorne? i'm stephanie,
and i'm applying to your FANTASTIC
little site. i'm 22 years young.
i've only been roleplaying off and on for 9 years
long, but you can still count on me to be
the musical one.



thissong'sfortheemokids.
( withthepunkrock,rockabillyscreamolids )

name , kandice ryland.
nicknames , kandy, kay-ry.
age and year , sixteen, junior.
sexual preference , straight but curious.
birthday , may fourth nineteen-ninety two.
species , human.
occupation , student.
powers , teleportation, shape shifter, medium .

butdamnyoulookgood.
( andi'mdrunk )

height , five feet, four inches.
weight , one hundred and thirty pounds.
tattoos and piercings , a treble cleft on the insider of her left wrist.
best feature , her eyes and soft skin, her small but strong frame.
general , her look changes everyday according to her mood. she's manic depressive so when she's in a manic or is happy, her hair is blond. when she's in a low, her hair is brunette. when her hair is black, you know she's in a serious depression and you should call for help before she causes harm to herself. she likes to wear jeans and a tee shirt mostly but once in a while, she'll dress her gender and wear a nice dress or skirt. her hair is long generally but she likes to experiment with the length as well as style. she usually wears her sneakers with everything when she goes out but when she's lounging around, she wears flip flops. if the clothing is for a special occasion which requires casual dress, she'll wear her black ballet flats. she hates wearing heels and doesn't understand why other girls, and guys, would "put themselves through such misery."
playby , kristen stewart

littledeathsinmusicalbeds.
( soitseemsi'msomeonei'venevermet! )

likes , coffee at midnight and in the morning, writing hearts and stars on random places, taking pictures candidly of life and people, coloring, listening to music, dancing randomly, laughing, sincerity, making funny faces for no reason, singing, playing with her hair and style sense [shape shifting experiments], stickers, play jewelry, most things disney, making mix cd's for herself and others.
dislikes , bad chinese food, dirty looks from strangers, books made into movies, movie sequels that shouldn't have been made, dishonesty, the unfaithful, music she can't dance to, arguing, loud noises and yelling
strengths , vivid imagination, she has a very nice singing voice but is modest about it, she's quite generous and caring when there's a friend in need, she'll never turn someone away when they need advice or just a pair of ears for venting.
weaknesses , she tends to be stubborn when you least expect it, during an "episode" she gets extremely emotional, she's too hard on herself when she makes a mistake and when she tries to fix it, it sometimes tends to get worse.
fears , spiders, demons, thunderstorms.
quirks , has obsessive compulsive tendencies about random things like placement, she puffs up her cheeks when she's said something she shouldn't have i.e. telling a secret that wasn't hers to tell, she likes to leave silly notes for her friends to randomly find to brighten their day.
secrets , her mother almost overdosed on drugs which is why she can't handle topics like drugs, suicide, overdosing, etc; her vivid imagination developed after not having many friends as a child, most of her friends were imaginary and based off of cartoons she watched.
general , as i mentioned before, kandice is manic depressive, the popular term being "bi polar". during low's, she tends to drawback in the social lime light and keep to herself. she likes to read and partake in quiet activities so she doesn't draw attention to herself or how she feels. she tries very hard to hide her manic depression because most people treat her differently because they don't understand how she could have the disorder or the disorder herself. by nature, she's an optimistic, socially accepted person, thus the general population having trouble accepting that she has a mental illness. during her manics, she sings and dances more than usual. there is a lot of activity physically and mentally as well as emotionally. she thinks a lot in general but the manic increases this process which causes her to lose sleep out of not feeling the need. she'll write or blog more frequently due to spurts of creativity and has a tendency to get irritable quicker than usual. she likes to have fun, tends to be random at times and loves to make people smile, regardless of the situation. when she's attracted to someone, she gets clumsy with her steps and her words. she's silly that way, like when you watch a movie and the boy smiles and stutters at the pretty girl he's meeting. either she'll talk too much or won't talk enough. as far as sexual preference goes, she's technically straight but a little curious. she has no predjudice towards any orientation and supports gay marriage to the fullest. everyday is an adventure to kandice so she treats it as such, rolls with the punches and goes with the flow as best as she can. she'll make the most out of any hand she's been dealt but once in a while, she slips at the cracks and she lets her walls down. she's prideful for the most part and doesn't like to ask for help or bother anyone with her troubles. she doesn't stress about the small things unless she's having an episode.

idon'tcarewhatyouthink.
( aslongasit'saboutme! )

favorite cereal , frosted flakes, hands down.
deal or no deal , no deal, howie.
if confronted by the living dead , don't let the blond hair fool you, i am NOT the vampire slayer.

wordsofwisdomfortheweary.
( seewhogetsitintheend )

hometown , a little town called leander... its in texas.
family , her mother lives in so-cal. she lives with her father and stepmother when she's away from school.
pets , one cat... well, she had a cat but he ran away :[
best memory , the first time she told her first love that she loved him.
worst memory , when her first love broke up with her.
history , she was born on may fourth in san jose, california. her parents were divorced by age two and shared custody, her father having weekend visitation rights when planned appropriately. when she was around the age of eight, her father moved to texas due to her grandfather having a heart attack that nearly killed him. when she was ten, he remarried. before that happened, kandice lived with her mother, mother's mother and her mother's youngest brother. she grew up around a lot of fighting and arguing in the household due to her mother's poor life style choices. kandice doesn't recall her mother around very often and when she was, she locked herself in the garage while writing in yellow note pads and listening to music. when her mother wasn't writing, she was sleeping for hours on end. all of this was part of the manic depression her mother expierenced, though undiagnosed at the time. to self medicate herself, she began taking drugs with speed being the preferred choice. over the years, she spiraled into a downward rut and eventually, almost overdosed. she realized she needed to change, went to rehab and was then given a chance in a halfway home. when kandice was age ten, after her father remarried, kandice was presented with the idea of living with her father and new stepmother in texas, and finally having a chance at a real family. at the time, kandice had been staying with her father's older sister for the past two years. although it's not the best memory she can recall, it's one of the closest memories to her heart when she asked her mother to give her father custody so she could have a family. her mother said "yes" almost instantaneous. from age ten until present, she has been living with her father and stepmother in texas. the first few years were literally hell for kandice. she finally had her father back yet she had to share, that was the hardest part. once a medium was found and a semi relationship was established with her parents, her father decided to fulfill kandice's wish and send her to the esteemed Winterthorne Academy in an attempt to please her and show her how much him and his wife truly care.

we'rethepartyyou'rethepeople.
( let'smakethis[colorblue]night

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password , what password?
sample post , She stared at the computer screen wondering when her mind would stop thinking so many unnecessary thoughts about the most random subjects. She kept checking her cell phone every few minutes. She secretly hoped and prayed that Patrick would call her but to her disappointment, she realized that no one in their right mind would be awake at this hour. The sun would be up in less than a couple of hours but she still had yet to go to sleep.

She glances at the time on the computer monitor, then turns her head to see him sound asleep. His face was lit by the light from the screen and judging by his peaceful presence, he was dreaming of pleasant things, atleast she assumed. When she turned back to the computer screen, she felt a warm touch on her back. She jumped at the surprise but welcomed the term of affection quickly.

"Shouldn’t you be sleeping?" William asked softly.

"Probably," she answered. She turned her head to see him sitting up, his legs hanging off the bed, and a smile on his face. Every time she looked at him, she saw forever in his eyes. He meant the world to her as she did to him and regardless of the difficulty they’d been having, they were both in it for the long haul. "Did the brightness wake you?"

"No, I realized you weren’t in bed. Come lay down with me, please?" he pleaded sincerely. He put both his hands on her shoulders and started to massage them gently. His touch sent chills down her spine as a spark of passion and longing ran through out her body.

"You know that’s my weakness."

"You know you’re my weakness," he whispered in her ear right before kissing her neck. He moved his hands from her shoulders and embraced her in a hug. Her body relaxed and her heart skipped a beat as she placed her hands on his arms around her.

"I love you more than you will ever know."

"I love you so much, it hurts sometimes." He let go of her and smiled as he watched her close out what she was doing on the computer, shut it down and turn in the chair where she sat to face him. As she made a motion with her finger for him to come closer, he smiled in anticipation and leaned forward. With the greatest of pleasure, her lips gracefully made her way in to contact with his. He returned the term of affection with a small amount of passion that made her giggle in delight, breaking the kiss.

She got up from the chair, walked around to her side of the bed and got under the blanket while William did the same. After she adjusted herself to a comfortable position, he moved closer and put his arm around her. He kissed her shoulder with soft tender kisses and with each one, she let out a small giggle.

"Why are you giggling, silly girl?"

"I can’t help it. Your kisses give me butterflies, it doesn’t matter where they are."

"Really now? So if I were to kiss you here…" He poked the side of her hip softly and she giggled as she squirmed. "…You’d have butterflies?"

"William, the sun will be coming up soon and now is the time you want to play?" She looked into his eyes, those beautiful eyes that made her thankful for wishing upon all the stars in the sky for him. He looked back at her with a smile that gave her a sense of security and trust. "I know I just told you this but, I really do love you. You’re my everything."

"And you are the object of my affection. I’ll never let go of this if you don’t."

"Never." He grabbed her hand in his as they closed their eyes. The steady sound of his breathing put her to sleep almost instantly.

andthat'swhatmakesmylifesofuckingfantastic.

okay, so this application
is a fusion of our old one and an
application made by AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !?
of blank pages. don't steal, cause
that's RUDE. lyrics go
to A BUNCH OF PEOPLE,
but they're not ours. and, lastly,
don't stretch the board.
it's NOT COOL.

[SAV SAVVINGTON]

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why look. it's like bella cullen from the old site. x] ♥